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Our New Years Announcement

I am currently 15 weeks and four days along. We found out about this news only about two weeks before our scheduled IVF appointment. I don't understand why we needed to wait two and a half years to get pregnant, or why we were able to get…
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When life gets too hard to stand, kneel.

You know that feeling when your throat is tight and you are trying to hold back tears so you keep coughing and blowing your nose trying to disguise your desire to burst into tears by a fake cold? That was today. Today was a rough day. I may…
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Worthy of Love

Guilt and worthiness. I have struggled with these feelings for as long as I can remember because of my perfectionism, fear, I don't know. I know I am supposed to "learn" something from this infertility trial, but I feel done. Because I continue…

Little Seeds

This is Prince and Mary Jane. We met when I was a missionary serving in Mestre, Italy - a city right outside of Venice. Sorella Gillette and I found them when we were trying to track down a member of the ward there and it turns out they…